Mistakes

That feeling when you hear the music and it reminds you of something. But the saddest part there is you already lost that particular thing, And the worst thing there is you didn't value the effort. I don't know but its like I want that thing but the problem there is that I don't know how to get that particular thing. I know it is much very essential to me. But I think I don't deserve better. I know each one of us deserve everything. But I don't think I deserve more. Because I don't know. I don't what is running in my mind. It's turning now into pieces. It's now not functioning. Because I minced it in a way that I don't know. Thanks to music because after all those things happened. I'm still here and struggling with my life. Facing consequences and able to overcome things that are much essential.