Mistakes

That feeling when you hear the music and it reminds you of something. But the saddest part there is you already lost that particular thing, And the worst thing there is you didn't value the effort. I don't know but its like I want that thing but the problem there is that I don't know how to get that particular thing. I know it is much very essential to me. But I think I don't deserve better. I know each one of us deserve everything. But I don't think I deserve more. Because I don't know. I don't what is running in my mind. It's turning now into pieces. It's now not functioning. Because I minced it in a way that I don't know. Thanks to music because after all those things happened. I'm still here and struggling with my life. Facing consequences and able to overcome things that are much essential.

Inspiration

                                      The One Who Motivate Me

In life there is always a person who always there for us and who never leave us. We become a better person because of the person who influenced us. Like me I have a person that always there for me and never left me. I never felt that I’m so alone because I have her in my life. She always motivate and guide me, she’s my mother.

            My mom is like my best friend I tell every secret I have to her. She’s very responsible and loving mom ever. She did all her best just to give us a better life and we can finish our studies because my mother believes that education is important in our life. My mother is one of the people who motivate me to pursue my dreams in life. When I have a problem she always telling me that I can face all the problems I have and she believe that I can survive. And my mother told me that I can achieve my dreams in life if I’m working for it.

            To have her as my mom I feel that I’m so lucky to have her in my life. I don’t know what I’m going to do without her. She’s the one who always supporting me in everything I do. She taught me to become a better person. My mom is like a music... she always there to comfort me and she always open to what I want to share/express.

           

     

            

She Was Mine

She was mine is a song covered by Aj Rafael. She was mine song means a boy and a girl are in love. A long distance love relationship. They want to be together no matter how far they are from each other. I think that's so cute that they are trying to be in love for that long even though they are so far away from each other! But then she never answers but he's still in love with her! I used this as my referral because somehow i'll be experience long distance relationship. Well, being in a long distance relationship it requires some pre requisite so that both of you will last together. It requires understanding, loyalty, honesty and even being faithful to each other. And i know being in a long distance relationship is a hard task to do not because you're far from each other but the consequences in being in a long distance relationship. I never had been in that situation but 3 months after now i'll be one of those who are in a long distance relationship. I was asking myself over and over can i uplift myself without her by my side? Can i surpass varied temptations? Can i overcome things alone? There are lots of questions raised by my head. I know the answers but it feels like i dont want those answers. I don't know but its like im longing for something. But then i realized that with this situation it tests ourselves if we are really compatible to each other. And now, i'm looking forward to the things that are much essential than this. We're both too young we have to enjoy things that are nearly around us. And i'm so lucky enough because  i have her who always there to remind me about the reality of life. And our goal now is to finish our studies first WHAT EVER HAPPENS and WHATEVER IT TAKES.